Of a very happy girl:
all that weight, all that fear of being seen has been cut off by a pixie with a lovely heart and a tattoo that says, "Serendipity" on her arm.
There are things I haven't told you in the last few days, things I've been worried to say out loud lest I fail in my aim:
I am doing a thirty day yoga challenge, for myself by myself under no one else's scrutiny.
One 1.5 hour class per day at Moldanado's Renew in Petaluma....
Today is day 5.
Days 1-3 felt kind of impossible because I have a fear of beginning things.
I was deeply afraid to start silversmithing
loving a good man
any year of school I ever went through, despite having great friends and nothing scary in my path....
So here I am, uncovered and striving towards something meaningful, and it inspired the desire to go much shorter than I anticipated....
All of those downward facing dogs and warrior 2s have given me this courage I forgot I had to wear something pretty from inside my closet
and cut off the curtain from behind which I viewed the world.
I am nervous and happy and giddy in a way that implies too much chocolate, but I know it's coming from something far deeper than
or even scissors....
There will be resistance
days where I wish for nothing other than to avoid the very mat where these miracles are happening
And I will ride them out as best I can.
Wish me luck!!!!