In full force, and so I am in reduced mode, with a doctor's appointment pending -- would you believe my primary care physician didn't have an appointment available until October? Welcome to Los Angeles!!!
Work will be a little sporadic in the next few days and likely posting, too. Every time I put my hand over my heart to ask what's going on in there I cry the way we all do when we're grieving: I think there are some things to process, old things: memories flood my mind of childhood autumns -- perhaps what all the cleaning was for was for me to make a bunch of massive new discoveries and grow.
There are far worse things to have to be quiet and still for :)
So much love to you all,