Monday Shall Live in Peacock Feather Infamy!!!

So, as you know I have been having some back issues which reduce the amount of time I can sit on my little studio seat, but I have been doing rather well: almost all custom orders have been finished, just about six to go.

On Monday I will finally unveil the peacock feather clutch I have been so excited about: here is a little preview, along with a few peacock feather necklaces which will find their home in the Leather Shop as well.

This weekend the Schmilly and I are going to Lake Tahoe to visit his parental units and so I will have very limited access to phone and email.

Ahhhhhhhhhhh..... that sounds so good right now....

Have an amazing few days and I will see you on Monday with some very happy plumage to introduce to your eyes!

Have a Little Faith In Me

Unexpected Reminders

This evening I was reaching into the little thrown pot where I keep my bobby pins and my fingers fumbled against something with sharp edges and I drew it out to see what it was...

Ah.

It was my name pin from my six month stint working as a receptionist at The Hillcrest Country Club, an exclusively Jewish country club in Los Angeles and second home to some of the wealthiest and most powerful movers and shakers in said city.

You can just barely make out my name in the above picture....

The Hillcrest was also my own private hell for that half-year.

Before I started working for myself I was a receptionist-by-day-musician-by-night. Before I entered Purgatory at the Hillcrest gates I was the concierge at a fantastic members-only dining establishment call 'The Regency Club'. 

Some of my fondest memories of that city are in the hallowed halls of that place: communal dinners with the mostly French waitstaff and my complete adoration for the Chef...

one night they made me a chocolate souffle and set me up in a private dining room lit by candles to enjoy it toute seule, the lights of Los Angeles twinkling outside the 15th story windows.....oh it was delicious, and like family.

My hours were sporadic and the pay was low, so I had to look for something more stable.

Enter the Hillcrest. I worked 40 hours a week and dreaded every second of it, except for the blessing of spending time with my amazing immediate co-workers.

The higher-ups were in a very strange position of having the members control their employ and so they were rigid, scared and unbearable... it was a very strange perfume indeed that wafted out of those formidable wooden doors!

I met tons of celebrities, handed Sidney Poitier his golf hat that he'd left the day before (swoontastic!) and ate some serious five star cuisine, but we were treated so poorly by certain members that I pretty much left in tears at least one day per week.

Eventually I made some choices and took a few big leaps of faith and found myself at Electronic Arts where I spent three years and would meet my future husband, and the job switch was a complete relief in so very many ways.

I look back on situations like those at The Hillcrest, where I had few choices and lived paycheck-to-paycheck.... where my very soul felt like a python was closing in for the death squeeze and I wonder at the benevolence of the universe and the spectacular change that only a few years can bring.

This world is truly a place of great mystery and grand twists of fate: where we are now is only a nanosecond in time: each minute a new possibility blooms!

A toast - to blessings and the opportunity to count them in every nook and cranny - even the bobby pin jar.

Peacock Tail Southwest Necklace

Last night I set out on a journey to make a necklace I have been envisioning for days now, and I just couldn't seem to figure out how to do it, except to just go ahead and do it!

Being self-taught leaves so many questions unanswered and remembering all the melted metal of the first year of silversmithing makes me feel very cautious when trying new things.

All I want to do this week is set stones together!!! I got it in mind to make an upside down peacock tail and put it on a really good sterling chain to fashion one of those necklaces mothers pass down to daughters.

Here we have Gaspeite and Crow Springs Turquoise, both with really nice reddish matrix...

the combination of blue and green is really very refreshing.

In the Metal Shop later today!

Custom Love

The amethyst has stolen my heart in the craziest way..... oh, stones. They are the best and brightest gifts from the depths of the earth.

I will never stop being awed and desirous.

Back to Basics

This necklace is a return of sorts for me, a return to the simplicity which made me want to start silversmithing in the first place: the Great American Southwest.

I will not bore you with the details, but I am having a heck of a time trying to ride the crests and dips of these creative gifts: the tremendous surges of energy when a new idea comes to me and the deep pits I find myself digging out of when the well runs dry.

I am learning balance in all things, not the least of which involves keeping the big tsunamis of inspiration gated somehow to allow them to stretch out and meet the cavernous dips halfway...

if that makes any sense.

When I was 17 I first saw New Mexico and Arizona by train and I was floored by the beauty I saw there. 

Blown away by the jewelry I saw, too - big sterling granules surrounding the bluest stones and the reddest coral... it was an awakening of several different kinds: geography and creativity.

I could have never anticipated the jewelry, though....

This necklace, comprised of Bruneau Jasper and an almond of Turquoise, is my valentine to the Southwest. To simplicity and starting back at the beginning to find myself where I am now.

In the shop this evening.

On a very light note, my custom list is very nearly complete: after I am caught up I will start taking orders again, making note of it in my shop announcements.

Oh, Elliot!!!

My best friend Terra is in town and she has brought her little Pom-man Elliot. I want to eat hees face!!!

It's really nice to have girl time and catch up on everything an iPhone cannot show you about a person's life.

I will be back to talk shop tomorrow - hope you are all well and happy oysters on the half-shell.

A Change of Pace

I was in deep need of sprouting, and I thought you might be, too, so I went and made some for us.

In the process I think my little spirit might have grown a few buds!

The first piece is a ring in size 7.5. The band is a suuuper thick 10 gauge sterling wire, hammered and shaped with might!

The canvas is an altered square and the embellishment is a little sprout bouquet right next to one of the most beautiful stones I have ever seen: a square of quartz with dendritic inclusions; some sort of rutile.

My second offering is a lovely cherry blossom sprout tree pendant with a nice luxe chain and a really pretty twig toggle clasp.

The colors (created by coral and pink shell) are just soothing and lovely

and the feminine feel of the pendant is so nicely balanced out by the hammered strength of the chain.

Very fancy, very special!

Lastly, a little something delicate and tender:

A miniature sprout tree pendant in citrus shades: lightest lemon, tangerine and blood orange (really two pieces of amber and one citrine!)

It feels really refreshing on and whisper light.

Normally when I write about the piece I list them immediately: I will be listing these beauties tomorrow morning before my knitting class (I love discovering how to knit!)

around 9 AM Cali Time.

I hope you have all had a lovely week, and I look forward to sharing these pieces with you tomorrow!!!

P.S.

update: goal attained thanks to one of my verrrry favorite etsy crushes!
Yippppeeeee!

I am one sale away from 500 in the Leather Shop - that's almost 500 things made with my hands!!

Yowsers, I am excited to hit that mark!

That is all, carry on.

Oh, Yay :)

The well is nearly full.

Today was heavenly: woke up in Schmilly's arms and finished up a custom bag-let before going to pilates. Here's where it got really out of the ordinary neat-o:

After pilates the studio owner came in and asked if we wanted to stay for a demonstration of sound healing, as the woman would be coming back to give a workshop on it in August and they wanted to see how it felt in this studio....

oh my word.

My mind was still and my body felt so deeply at peace. She played Tibetan Singing Bowls and had a giant rain stick and all sorts of really neat sound-making devices. It was really special and free, which is amazing.

Came home and had a few free minutes to buy a couple cabs that people are clamoring for and then off to the chiropractor I went.

I now sit on my couch eating Ranier cherries and skimming through a book called "The Whole Mind".

Sigh. 

May all your wells likewise be refilled by sweet serendipity!

The Children Of Wednesday

Today brought out a custom order (and another in progress) and the completion of a few delicious pieces for the shop to stock up.

The ring I had a hard time parting with: Gorgeous sky blue Arizona turquoise with 14k gold and sterling dots in size 6.5... sigh. It belongs to another, I know.

The I made another Tiger Grrl Necklace because the last one brought a slew of emails: here she is, ladies!!

Meow!

Lastly there is a little morsel of ocean jasper, a bon bon from the earth in size 6.25:

Salmon and wintergreen - what a gorgeous combination.

Today I attempted a peek in some antique shops near Sebastopol and alas, they were closed.

My wells need a-filling and my new little Penny Fit is willing, so adventures will abound around here soon....

Hope you are all having an amazing day!

Pink Champagne Lace Agate

 A purely magical and stunning stone: 8.75 (just so close to being  9)

In the Metal Shop this evening!

Calloused Hands are made of These

Some two hundred + rivets plus thick garment leather that I lined in pigskin and the determination of a true craftswoman and now I have cowboy hands!

Calloused, true and worked. I have a belt bag to finish today, a custom order for a dear girl and then I am on to silver for a tiny bit.

Goodness knows my hands cannot take any more rivets.

Would you like to see what all that riveting was about? It's available in the Leather Shop this afternoon, one of the only ones you'll see in a little while....

The Heirloom Bee and Flower Bag! If flowers were soft gold and red in nature I'd love to know where I could find them, so I made up my own and they are stunners.

Turquoise centers and two busy bees.

On the back are the words, "Know Joy". Make a date and get to know happiness!!

I knew joy while making this stunner and my heart fills every time I look at it: I hope her home will be one with tons of light and love... fingers crossed!

Youguys....

...are too funny!

I really enjoyed all the help with the car-naming.... she is so peppy and delightful.

It's now between Tiger Lily and Penny.

Tang runs a distant third, Halie - ha ha haaaa! Oh, man.

On a slightly more serious note, I ma going to the chiro tonight to get this back mess sorted out. In the meantime, custom orders are running about a half-week behind as sitting is hard to do for long periods of time.

I have significantly reduced the pain level through brisk walking, stretching and easy-does-it yoga

and this too will indeed pass!

That big bag I spoke of will be available in the shop likely tomorrow: I have been working with it in tandem with a few other custom orders for the leather shop so no one gets left out: my custom-customers and my need to create something new both win!

What will I name Her?

Oh, Hello 2007 Honda Fit Sport Version in IRIDESCENT orange (sorry, had to yell it out!)

For some it is a Mercedes, for others a vintage 1957 Corvair... Me? A Honda Fit, preferably in Orange. Dreams come true, oh yes they do!

(Currently in my heart there is also the melancholy of watching the Golden Egg's taillights fade out of that big garage...

And the gravity of financial obligation (nominal as it is))

Ah, life: the mixed fruit basket of bitter and sweet...

So far it's between Tiger Lily and Copper Slug...

Any suggestions?

I Guess This is Goodbye Soon

Dearest Golden Egg,

You have been my car for six gorgeous years.... can you believe it's been that long since I drove you off the lot, shellshocked at how badly I got 'had' buying you?

I remember your sticker price was 7995 and somehow I ended up paying something like 13000 after all the bells and whistles and warranties and alarms were added. I joked that it was my tuition in the school of life, Car Buying Edition.

Oh, I was so nervous and so new to the biggest, brightest city I'd ever seen... Los Angeles spread out before us in an endless paved paradise and we saw it all (literally, I think).

Through every turn and stoplight you were my companion, along with a bevy of musical guest stars that blasted through your surprisingly good stereo system.

I never once felt ashamed of your economy class, even when I waited in line between a Mercedes and a Bentley to valet park you for one of the many fun parties I found myself attending. 

You were my first car (sorry, Bessie!) and through the last half decade plus I have learned every tic and eccentricity you had, some that made me laugh and some that quite frankly frustrated me.

I hope whoever owns you next has a good sense of humor or they might worry when you do your chirping bit above 5 mph. Or when they try to pump gas and find they have to get it at  just

the right angle or it won't fill.... ah, Golden Egg.

 

I know you are an inanimate object, but just like teddy bears I've loved and chairs I cannot seem to part with I think you have a soul. 

That soul has kept me safe and dry through nearly 50,000 miles of road and adventure... through breakups and blind dates and engagements alike you have been a constant companion and I will never forget you.

Now it is time for someone else to have you as their first car, for someone else to discover all of the things about you that make me smile. Your golden years are nigh and I don't have the bravery to be stuck halfway between here and Spokane with an exhaust that has come off or a radiator that has overheated.

Most of the driving I plan on doing is long distance. I want to go to L.A. and not feel like I have to rent a car. I want to have the health of my vehicle be a no-brainer, something that I know is good for another 50,000 miles.

And so we must part, but let me send you off with this prayer:

May your hubcaps always match

May you drive the prettiest highways and byways

May you be filled with singing and may your driver always use their bluetooth headset (remember, it's the law!)

May your trunk always be full of surprisingly useful tidbits ("oh I know I put this somewhere!")

as it was when you were mine.

When the sun is setting and the miles are long may your driver pat your steering wheel the way I did and say, "Good Car" with the same warmth as me.

Godspeed, my sweet Echo!

Sale in the Metal Shop!

These three glorious pieces are each on sale, up to 35% off their original prices!

Just my way of making it a little easier to have a bit of luxury on your skin.

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Ironic?

I just wrote about leather being the winner of this week's attention, and here I am listing silver things. Well, here's the thing:

I am slow. Methodical. When I make something silver it normally takes a few days. I have girlfriends who make spectacular creations in a day: I am more of a tortoise, making bezels one day, then taking the next step the next day: on certain projects.

Some others I tear through like a bucket of good fried chicken. Mmmmm...

Being that my shop inventory keeps getting a bit low, I decided to spend the late morning/afternoon finishing up some pieces already in creation to make sure you silver lovers have more choices and some fresh pieces.

May I introduce the new lovelies!!

A stunning caramel drusy cabochon... it seriously makes me feel like I've just had desert

every time I look upon its gorgeous high sparkle and rich color.

I especially love the dot of orange!

Size 7.5 and in the Metal Shop this evening.

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Pietersite - it looks like a mountain getting rain in the desert... so peaceful and quiet, a picture of renewal.

Size 6 in the Metal Shop this evening.

A round slug of real raw copper, heavy and small... this little necklace shines like the sun!

Two simple sprout necklaces that say such lovely things: the big one says "Gentle" and the small one says 'we'. The sprouts on the small one look like a mother and child or two loved ones of any kind. They look like a we.

All of these pieces will be available in the Metal Shop this evening!

The Pendulum Has Swung

I cannot breathe in enough of the scent of leather

nor can I seem to tool enough....

The pendulum which had swung to silver for so many weeks has swung to leather

one field lays fallow while another is seeded and harvested -

that's the way to keep the earth full of nutrients

and the mind blossoming with ideas and activity.

A big heirloom bag with red and gold blossoms and bees and gorgeous maroon garment leather will be listed this weekend, as will a stunning peacock feather clutch.

Mama Mia!

Shades of Grey Giant Drusy Ring

This week has been a great teacher... I have learned just a bit more of what it is to live between absolutes: to dwell peacefully in the grey areas of life.

It's the space between immovable opinions, when you realize that the other side has a right to its feelings...

The place where you begin to find a bit more levity and relax from the tight muscles of 

perfection...

In the spirit of the places in between the extremes, I made this ring which features a gigantic stunning blue/grey agate drusy with diamond sparkles inside.

The woman who owns it has discovered the gentle breath of the middle place where 

true peace and diplomacy can be found.

Size 7.5. and in the Metal Shop this evening.

Hmmmmm....

These last few days I have been dealing with a pain most of us can relate to: sciatica. Perhaps it was from an overzealous workout schedule before my lower back got strong enough to endure some of the more powerful vinyasas in very difficult yoga classes, combined with the jogging, etc....

or perhaps it is mental: according to "You can Heal Your Life" by Louise Hay (indulge me, I love this text) Sciatica is caused by 'fear of the future, fear of money'.... Money isn't an issue for me currently, but the future has felt a little more like a murky unknown....

Going back to the past, I cannot CANNOT thank you ladies enough for contributing your voices to my aging question blog post - and Dave, too!! I feel so much more at peace. For every comment here I received a convo on Etsy and some of the wisdom MUST be shared. I'll be posting some of the thoughts here with the permission of their writers.

But again, thank you for being here with me.

So I repeat my mantras and begin my walking (walking actually resets your sacrum, which is really good for sciatica) and I will have to take it a bit easier sitting at the bench to tool or to smith... sometimes our bodies slow us down for a reason.

On a bright note, I am four sales away from 500 in the Leather Shop, and that makes me beam like a small Sunny One. I think I may have to throw myself a little party when the blessed number is made real - I am also making a bee and flower heirloom bag for the shop to be listed sometime this weekend - that makes me really really happy!

And really busy - I better make myself useful around here!!!

I'll be posting some silver goodies today in the Metal shop after introducing them to you here!

A Good Way

To spend a vulnerable, soft day is to make something beautiful, and so I did.

I finished a long-promised custom order whose setting was waiting for this new symmetrical phase I am going through - there was no other way!!

A huuuuuuuge morrisonite cabochon, a very valuable and sought after material - I didn't understand all the fuss until I had a piece in front of me: it is magic.

I made a turquoise ring for my best girlfriend who reads this blog only one every blue moon, so hopefully she checks in after it ships tomorrow!

Lastly, here is one for you: a little tiny tree inside of a piece of boulder opal with a gentle stem - like a ginko leaf.

On the ring band is the word, "Life", a little tree of life in size 7 with sprouts.

This little gem will be in the Metal Shop this evening.

Super Vulnerable City, Batman....

I am having a strange time with the aging process. Those of you who are over forty are liable to chuckle at that sentence, and that's ok. Those of you who are under thirty might not quite get where I am and that, too, is just fine.

Please be kind.

I am at that point where the train of my shining, powerful youth is just beginning to chug slowly and surely out of the station:

Skin that was once taut gives a bit more than it did two or three years ago... weight that used to come off with the slightest hint of cardiovascular oomph is stubbornly hanging on through six days of exercise per week.... fat that was once a luscious curve on a hip or rib is dimpling.

The scale numbers are going up even though my diet has been even healthier lately.... my body is new to me and I am judging it harshly in a way I would NEVER judge anyone around me.

I am not sure how to feel about that, how many phases there are between here and the amazing crone I picture myself being at ninety with lessons to teach and peace in my heart....

Will I fight the years with injections and surgeries? Even as I write that I smile because I know I won't.

Will I look at younger women with envy and sour thoughts? Will I graciously allow my body to be a bit rounder, softer or will I impose stricter regulations on what I eat, how much I exercise?

Will I squeeze all the joy out of my life with worry? Will I simply let time and God work their magic and mold me into a compassionate, mature being?

I am so completely full of questions and so void of answers about all of these things, having recently stepped out of my bullet-proof twenties.

I would love your thoughts on how to walk these steps we will all/ have all walked gracefully. Please be kind, I am feeling very vulnerable.

Making a Purse Like This Takes Over Your Life

nearly 20 hours, 200 rivets and hands the color of orange pop.... add tons of love and affection and a a miracle custom purse is born!

Thank goodness my work-week is complete (I know I am not supposed to work weekends but like I said, purses like this take over your life!!)

Happy Saturday to you all!!!!

Filled to the Brim

Do you ever have days where you feel endless? Like there's not a thing you cannot do if you really set your mind to it?

Yesterday I patiently waded through thick sadness, asking for companionship and what should occur? While journaling on the sweet back porch next to the climbing rose, my neighbor came out and told me a story about chasing a wildly snaking garden hose about after it had gone rogue and splashed him in the face.

I belly-laughed and we talked for a good 15 minues before he went on about his daily errands.

I looked up with tremendous gratitude. God was listening. As the day wore on invitations came for fairs and weekends and my heart soared to infinity with the goodness around me.

I went for a run, experiencing for the first time since college the desperate need to feel the wind whipping across my hair and some anthemic song blasting in my ears..... St. Elmo's Fire theme song "Man in Motion" really makes you feel like you can conquer the stars.... what a feeling.

I have a surplus of energy today, and I am going to go into the studio and grow that into something tangible.

I know there are those of you reading this who may be having a day, or a series of them - to you I extend the warmest hug a body can give

and the desire to tell you that beyond the doorway of this ache

lies something so divine you cannot even imagine it now.

We are tested so we can be bigger than our current shell allows.

We shed and molt so that we can adapt to the seasons of our lives.

On a side note, I found a cab today that made me cry, and even though it was deeply expensive, I bought it because I know it belongs to someone.

UPDATE: The stone has a worthy and amazing home now, thank you for responding!

It is one of the most stunning crosses I have ever seen and looks as though it is painted at dawn - if it belongs in a piece of jewelry for you please write to me via Etsy or here.

Symmetry

Normally I things asymmetrical, but this week I have had a hankering for neatly wrapped rectangles, squares and gently rounded edges.

I have a very meaningful piece for you today, and a kicky, sexy one!

First, the light:

The Tiger Grrrl Necklace

Set in a very mod cut of sterling, this Australian Print Stone just made me think of tigers and sensuality, hence the "grrr" - I actually laughed out loud several times while I was making it, with no witnesses other than my thriving tomatoes to notice that my job brings me joy.

This will be in the Metal Shop this evening.

It is for a woman with a delicious sensual side and sense of humor!

The second piece is full of meaning, and my breath caught in my throat a few times while I was making it. This was a day full of duality in my studio.

We have a tendency to look on hard times as something we wish to pass over and the good times we wish to hold tight to....

The truth is that both the high and low points shall pass.

The stone I used in this piece is an incredible porcelain jasper that looks very much like mountains in the distance in an old, cracked photograph.

Isn't the earth amazing?

Are you going through something hard?

It shall pass.

Something amazing?

This too shall pass.

Love every moment as best you can with a tender, open heart, for all they all hold the promise of becoming memories and lessons.

This piece will be in the Metal Shop this evening as well.

It is for a sensitive and special woman.

Tonight I am taking my Schmilly on a date to a fabu restaurant after a good run - for the next few days I'll be laying a bit low: don't want to burn out - this week has been rich in creativity - it's time to be rich in recharging!

We Have a Winner!!!

Carlene!!!

 Please convo me on Etsy or send me an email at sunnyrisingleather@yahoo.com to claim your rightful sprout!!!

Thank you thank you thank you to all who came by and said some seriously vaklemt-making things.... 

You guys are amazing.

Belt Bag Bonanza Tonight

So I made a little 5X5 inch belt bag a few weeks ago and the response was very big: the bag had sold very quickly and convos began coming in about when the next ones would be available.

There are two that I will be listing at 6:00 PM Pacific Time tonight - behold!!

One Happy Apple Blossom Belt Bag and one Grape Leaves and Tendrils belt bag.

The Grape Leaves B.B. will be a bit more expensive due to the amazing amount of tooling it requires.

I will not be holding them for anyone, so just have your cart ready and I hope that one of them belongs to you!!

Just a note on their coloring: when it comes to a piece like this I want it to be beautiful and noticeable on close inspection by dear friends, but because you'll likely have your cash and your most essential goodies in there, I'd rather not have it be neon yellow, so these will be made in mostly neutral shades.

Contest Ending in a few Hours!!

Dearest Dearests,

Thank you for the amazing response to the contest!! I'll be writing down all the names and drawing them from a bowl around 3 PM my time today...

Can't wait to see who wins!!!

xoxoxoxoxoxox,

A

P.S. I am certain Jones will want to help!

I wanted to share...

A part of the leather process that is most amazing and always interesting: applying antique.

Voila, before:

Everything is in its natural raw state: all that has been done is tooling, punching and cutting.

In this case I have one biiiig custom order and two belt bags in process.

All of the pieces will be colored using a water/acrylic antique in various shades.

The tendrils on the leaf bag and the flowers and leaf veins on the apple bag have been coated with a 'resist', which on great days actually repels all of the color applied.

On bad days it does whatever it wants: splotches, etc... it is uncontrollable: leather responds in a completely different way to color: even within one piece certain spots will take color like a champ while it cannot seem to permeate in other places.

The belt bags ended up a gorgeous reddish-toffee shade:

While the big koi bag was colored using a double process: one color and then a layer of another around the holes where the inlay will go (little night skies....I am so excited!) and the edges of the bag itself.

Today I will finish to color process, highlighting with white on the apple bag and making the koi come to life on the big bag.

Tomorrow I will stitch and the following day I will rivet the big bag, which is quite a feat, and then the strap will be made for a weekend unveiling!!

Custom Love and Koi March!

I have been an incredibly busy bee these last few days:

Koi are the the Leather Shop and Custom Orders are in the Metal Shop.

I am going to go get some elation while taking an aerobic dance class- woohoo!!

My Etsy-Versary Contest!!

One year ago today I timidly and hopefully typed in the pertinent information to begin the formation of Sunny Rising Metal on Etsy.

It felt bold. 

It ached with necessity: I love metal and had long wished to work with it.... I took a series of classes which taught me how to file and melt and solder and voila.... the rest has been something I have figured out on my own, stumbling and frustrated, wasting money over hopelessly destroyed pieces I could never really fix.

Onward I crept, buying a proper mini torch instead of using my Bed, Bath & Beyond creme brulee torch, purchasing thicker gauge silver and dedicating countless hours to mistakes and rebirths.

My business has sprouted, my leather and silverwork have grown in tandem as though planted together in the earth, one for each year I have decided to wing it and break the chains of corporate labor.

Their growth has been my saving grace and I have all of you to thank: your support, your comments and your love steer my little boat into calm waters when I come upon storms.

As my gratitude, I offer you this: 

A triple sprout necklace for the ultimate homage to how much we've grown, for surely we've grown together: I have known your joys and sorrows through letters and emails and I have pretty much bared it all here for you to see, and you have cradled my heart.

To win this lovely necklace all you must do is leave a comment in the comment section. I will draw a name at random on the 9th - you have three days to post, one for every sprout.

I am so grateful for you and so excited to say that the Metal Shop is thriving and full of new thoughts, as is the Leather Shop.

Here's to many more years to come!!!

Our First Married 4th

Today was our very first 4th of July as a married couple. We are in a new town with no friends to speak of, so there were  no gatherings to attend, no calls from anyone down the street....

instead we drove up the coast to Bodega Bay and down to Point Reyes for some yummy sweets from the Bovine Bakery.

We came home and went jogging together around the high school track a 1/4 mile from our home. We made dinner of foil-wrapped potatoes and creme fraiche to complement a delicious chicken marinade and ate while we watched the darkness rise in the streets outside of our lovely dining room window.

At the first sign of a major fireworks display we went onto the porch with some fantastic cheesecake and some cherries bought at a roadside stand (the woman said they were from Washington state, so 'farm fresh' seems a bit generous in terms of time) and watched the show framed by sycamore branches.

All the loneliness we might have felt being away from the familiar for our first major national holiday wasn't there: I sat in the halo of my husband's strong arms in my thick sweater and basked in the warmth of our little life. We named fireworks as though Anthony and I were their makers, things like, "Doublemint Twins", "Cherry Bombs", "Warp Speed", etc. There was a lot of laughter and some vulgarity included in our false knowledge.

We. Our. Us. I never knew a holiday for two could feel like a family of 4 - such is the power of strong love.

I hope that you all had amazing 4ths, full of fireworks and laughing children... God Bless this land so full of hope and promise!!!

Friday's Menu

Custom Moctezuma Agate (the last of this particular breed, more to come soon!)

for a dear, dear friend.

This lovely sprout necklace will go to the winner of my year Etsy-versary for the Metal Shop!! I'll announce the details on Sunday!

This is a giiiiiant Imperial Jasper set simply in a sterling bezel and hung with a gorgeous and very substantial chain. It is 20 inches long, fits more like 19.5.

A lovely sprout necklace that reminded me so much of summer that I put 'bask' on the back, because what else are you to do when the weather is this lush?

Last but most certainly not least is a lovely Amethyst vase ring with my newest addition to the sprout family: wild sprouts!! Their movement is less predictable, more like constellations than something that grew from the ground.

On the back are stamped the words "grow wild". Indeed!!! Size 9.

Everything that is for sale will be listed in the Metal Shop this evening.

Have a happy, safe and joyful Fourth tomorrow!!!

Old Treasures and Such

This necklace is made with Sleeping Beauty Turquoise and sterling silver. I look at it now and I admire its sturdy construction (the pendant is at least 16 gauge silver) and the sweetness of the color.

It was purchased for me by the man I moved out to California to be with about two years before we became not we. It doesn't really make me consciously think of him, though I did see his nearly two year old daughter on Facebook the other day and my breath caught in my throat to see that what my younger self wished indeed happened, just not with me.

I don't think we can ever completely quell the part of our younger selves that WANTED with such ferocity that it overtook our better judgment and sometimes our sanity.

I wanted this man in the worst possible way, which was good when I had him but terrible terrible terrible when he decided that the journey had to be made alone.

How desperately I waited for the day when he would come to my door and confess his foolish heart and tell me that letting me go was the biggest mistake he would ever or could ever make.

The days passed, the years flew and eventually the ache subsided into a warm kind of peace, a peace so vast that I was able to invite him into my home that I share with my spectacular husband a few months ago.

I learned patience and self-worth by being...left. There's really no other way to say it... I had to make the journey from victim to universal partner in my own healing in order to heal fully and love again.

You see, no matter what the grand passion of our life has been, meeting the love of our life makes everything change. We must be that love for ourselves, because then when the day comes where we meet someone scrumtrulescent and extraordinary, we can meet them as equals and know double love. That's where the love of self meets the love of another and some sort of cosmic laser shows begins!!

Double love is the kind that stays through all challenges.

The kind that happily brings you soup when you're sick and holds your hand through the joys and sorrows of this amazing life.

Isn't it interesting that just in picking out a necklace for the day I can see back seven years to the girl I was?

I wear it in celebration of the woman I have become.

Custom Love

Today has been a day of making with a full heart for people I have never met but truly adore.

I woke up with that amazing sensation of loving what I do that still floors me

every time.

I. Get. To. Make.

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