UPDATE: - thank you so much for all your texts, convos, emails and even songs (love it!) and kindness. You are all such amazing women and I get chillbumps every time I think of what I must have done to be so lucky as to know you.
Thank you from the bottom of my skip-a-doodle heart (who will hopefully soon stop her skipping :) )
There has been a lot of interest in the moctezuma necklace, so I will be listing it at 11:30 AM Pacific Time this morning to ensure that everyone has a chance to take her home: I normally do holds but there was too much interest at once and I felt I had to be fair!
...tomorrow - you're only a day awayyyyyy!!!!"
That is a song I used to sing to my Grandpa at his every request.
I write it out now because today was kinda one of those days that feels really really hard.
1. I have PMS
2. When the octogenarian volunteer receptionist at the Hospital (going to pick up some X-ray - I have degenerative disc disease in my neck, a result of my work with leather) told me I was going the wrong way in a rather rude way I turned around and said "You should try being a bit nicer!" waaaay louder than I wanted to and two floors of patients turned to stare.
3. As I walked away I cried and had to ask directions from the Orthopedic receptionist WHILE crying. Hard.
4. I spend the entire hour between 2-3 trying to get home through my small village of Petaluma because there was a Veteran's Day parade that just finished: there is nothing like being five blocks from home but unable to get there to compliment PMS and tears.
5. I have scheduled another session with the Holter Monitor of Doom : my palpitations are back with the whole nervousness of Sonoma County Idol and the prep for Bazaar Bizarre - December 1st they'll strap me in for another 24 hours of fun and I'll drink a bit of coffee and exercise to get my heart a' talking. Harumph.
I need a hug: Schmilly is coming home soon and boy oh boy is he ever the best hugger.
There were good things that happened: I wrapped up some designs I had begun on Tuesday morning:
One Champagne Toast Moctezuma Agate Necklace and a labradorite teardrop necklace with my little danglies!
A pair of surprisingly light hammered hoops that have such a lovely hanging angle: kind of like suspended scythes... gorgeous!
Everything will be in its respective shop tomorrow and my head will be in a much better place, I am super certain.
The sun'll come out tomorrow - bet your bottom dollar that tomorrow, there'll be Sunny :)