I had a full weekend of weekend-y stuff. It felt so good. Yesterday we went to Sacramento and saw Anthony's family, had a dinner complete with a game of 'chickenfoot', an epic dominos game which brings out the competitive shit-talker in me.
I think they still love me.....
Today my friend Natalie (from Otterbein!!) came up from San Francisco where she lives with her husband in the Presidio and we went to Point Reyes and she gave me a yoga lesson in my living room.
Imagine doing yoga while this hilariously curious cat winds in between your legs and attacks your yoga towel...
Honestly, I don't know how I even manage to brush my teeth with Hammy Cat and his antics to entertain me....
last night he discovered that banging on the painting hanging opposite our bed will wake us up:
sometimes his antics get him a one way ticket to kitchenville, USA.
I bought four figures worth of supplies this week and completely freaked myself out.
I needed them in order to grow the lines I have started
and yet I just couldn't relax into the joy of it without worry.
It is joyful to need and receive fresh new rolls of leather, new sterling sheet (recycled silver here I come, guys!) and chain galore - I shouldn't need to remind myself that refilling the supply drawers is a positive thing....
it just helps me realize there are still things that need to be healed from my days of Ramen noodles - I still fear lack, still see abundance as finite.
Time and time again the universe showers me with benevolence and yet I still fear.
I like when these things are brought up: I like learning to love the things I thought I'd left behind enough to let them go.
I have a handful of gorgeous, gemmy ocean jasper ring stones, blushing aventurine and copper slugs for some new designs I am working on.
I have a heart that is brave enough to try and love the fear and a week ahead to dedicate to custom orders and new-fangled work...
I am hoping your weekends refilled your wells with courage and happiness to do the work ahead of your amazing selves!!
More tomorrow....