I have had a strange three days....
One moment in particular I wanted to share with you: last night when we were going to bed all of the sudden I had a giant epiphany of just how miraculous each moment we are alive really is: we are given the spectacular power of choice and creativity while being tinier than a molecule in the whole grand scheme of the Universe at Large....
Life is constantly bursting forth and blooming even when we are fraught with misery or heaviness - I could almost hear the immensity of the literal time-space bloom in that moment lying staring at the ceiling with Anthony's head on my shoulder, quietly letting sleep descend.
It was one of those points of deep clarity, surrounded ironically by fearful talk of asteroids and a bout of mild food poisoning... one of those rare moments where you know without a doubt that something much bigger is afoot than whether or not you put your whites in the dryer before you left the house... something miraculous and exciting is happening no matter if we're happy or devastated, rich in love or poor in the bank, asleep or awake.....
Oh How I Want To Be Awake For it....
For All of It..............
So I will go into the Studio and Listen this evening.
I adore you all so much!
5 comments:
i love moments like these...
Every now and again I will have a moment like that-a feeling of wonderful anticipation like something wonderful is just around the bend. Enjoy your weekend.
I keep coming back to this post for a bit of serenity...
Jessica - ya know ? ;)
Susie - you enjoy yours, too :)!
Ann - probably just like I keep coming back to see your pictures? They are amazing....
Thank you!...I'm still struggling with what to do about them...various kinds of fear I think.
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